Dearest Friend ~
Greetings in His holy name ~ our Lord and Savior ~ Jesus
Christ! May we both feel His presence at
this time.
What a crazy, up and down (mostly down) winter this has
been! A couple warm (over 32 degrees)
days and then back to bitter cold. It
feels long, and I’m anxious to get on with spring. Especially now that the Calendar says it to
be so.
I said to hubby Russ a couple days ago that I can’t believe
I made it 59+ years without drinking coffee.
This past autumn during deer season, upon arriving back at the cabin
chilled to the bone covered in a winter snowy/sleet mix, I “bucked” up and
poured myself a cup of coffee from the coffee pot atop the woodstove. It was the first time for me, after all these
years. Even then, I laced it with French
Vanilla creamer, and a couple shakes of organic sugar, given to me by my Amish
friend. Now if I can just go to drinking
it black, I’ll have it licked.
The animals on our “40” are starting to move about. A white ermine made an appearance in our working
Mill the other day, rooting around a new nest of bunnies. His rooting days are now over, keeping the
bunnies safe, for now. A fat red
squirrel, the fattest I’ve ever seen, is hanging out at our feeders by our
cabin window. He dances about, over the
wild turkey feeding below, as he raids the treats. We have to be careful when we take our two
big sled dogs outside, as there is always someone visiting the feeder, where
our wolfy-dog, Mordecai, is temporarily tethered. Rabbits, squirrels, wild turkeys, and our
chickens are there at any time.
(Chickadees still come, and flit about Mordecai’s head.) I didn’t think anything when I saw a chicken
exit the dog house right outside our door, until one of the sled dogs emerged
with an egg, on two occasions!
Spring feels good.
The turnaround on our taxes (computed on paper/sent by snail mail) was
fast. It always feels good to be able to
“catch up” on things, if needed, with any extra funds. Five new collars were ordered for the
dogs. Spiffy ones from dogbooties.com. Extra padded with neoprene, making them nice
and comfy for the big lugs. Russ shook
his head when I said I ordered a “hot pink” for our dog, Skunk. And a lime green for Knik. And a purple for Malakai…and so it goes. “Why not just plain green?” he
muttered. What can I say? I was feeling “spring fever”.
I also splurged on a couple books from Amazon, one is about
a couple from Ohio heading to Alaska to homestead. Another about a twelve-year old who was
captured by Indians (true story) and lived out her life in the Seneca
tribe. I love all things “woodsy”.
Another splurge was a new head light. It’s been years since we had a good one. It will leave me more hands free when I head
to the dog yard in the middle of the night~!
And the last splurge was…wait for it…a Crow
Call. I’m more excited about this, than
anything. Our crow population plays a
vital role on our farm. One main role is
in warning our chickens of danger from above.
We have lost more chickens to hawks/juvenile Bald Eagles than any other
predator in the last year or so. Also, I
can tell what is going on at any given time, based on their reports. They are smart birds – and I love watching
their antics. Just the way they “stroll”
brings a smile. Their little ones stay
with them up to 2 years, learning the ways.
I hope I can “talk” with them more, once I learn the proper skill of the
call. I still need to get a coyote call. I gave my call to Ryan Redington (famous
Iditarod dog musher) when he visited from Alaska five years ago and haven’t
replaced it yet. Ryan was so taken with
it, I told him to take it back to AK with him.
Yesterday was back to being winter around here, after having
a couple warm days earlier in the week.
I was getting antsy, (bushy, as they say in the arctic regions)
feeling the tiny cabin close in around me.
Thus, I headed out for a walk as the sun was slipping down the western
sky. We had a big “dinner” at noon, so our
eats at night were to be freshly made garlic/pepper jerky (made with our pork,
by a friend of ours, oh so good) sharp cheddar cheese and crackers. Simple, but tasty and good, and surprisingly
filling. As I walked down our snowy
drive, towards the woods on the back of our 40, I smiled watching Zip and Skunk
fly by, racing to the next smell or tracks that lured them up over the snow
banks onto the snow that held their weight for several steps. Earlier in the week, Skunk had been hooked
into a dog team for a first-time ride for my golfer-son’s girlfriend. She, being an accomplished Olympic bicycle
rider/racer, enjoyed the thrill with a four-dog team on the fast track icy
drive. Only two days later, snow had
come again, making the walk feel like more labor intensive, sinking in the
snow. In addition, the snow banks that
lined the drive were chest and/or neck high.
Winter is still very much here for us in northern lower Michigan.
While on my walk in the setting sun, I stopped several times
and looked about the fields and woods, which held complete silence. There is something about being in the cold,
in the quiet, that brings on the flow of tears.
Tears of gratitude. Of praise for
His glory. God speaks to me in that still
small voice. As I stood and marveled
at the beauty of the night coming on, the warmth of the day was reduced by each
increment of the setting sun. Oh how I
treasure this simple land that holds so much beauty. My heart aches for those folks who are so
“plugged” in to the fast-paced life, that they never take the time to see
simple beauty. It can be something as
simple as planting a single tomato plant on a patio deck. Washing your dishes by hand, instead of using
a machine. (We are 3 weeks without
water, and counting.) Baking your
own bread. The list is endless. The goal is to be connected to what you are
doing. And knowing whatever you do, you
do with the goal of giving the glory to God.
For it is all for Him, and by Him. I can’t imagine being without Him as the
center of my life. Our Lord and Savior,
Jesus. For He is coming soon. And we are told to be ready. And trust in His word.
While pondering about Jesus coming, as I do daily, I thought
about hubby Russ, and the trust he placed in one of our horses. Our very first horse was a mess. Albeit small, he took hours of a gentle hand
just to get him ready to ride. Once
saddled and slowly worked, it took years to trust him. Although I liked “Buck”, he never liked
me. Even as I was offering him a treat,
he pinned his ears back, telling me he might strike and injure me without
guilt. One day, after realizing this
wasn’t getting better, I worked him in the round pen, and won his respect. After that, we were complete – the trust was
there. His trust began to work in other
ways too. Russ could ride him, without a bridle or saddle – trusting him
to keep him safe.
Trusting in the Lord is so much more. We are told to “…trust in the Lord with
all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways
acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.” (Proverbs 3:5-6)
Sometimes it is hard, to be patient for the Lord’s
leading. Just this week, in our small “Wee
House Worship” held at our cabin, our leader John told me that if all I do
is “rest and abide” in Him, that is good enough. I waved away tears at that statement. Why does it feel that I should do more? Where is this sense of urgency coming
from? I literally weep, once I am tucked
deep down in my sleeping bag at night, for those who have heard the Word and
have “put it off”, or haven’t taken His word seriously. This is serious. It’s the difference between heaven and hell
for eternity. Truthfully, the
enemy has done a fine job of distracting folks.
Computers, March Madness sports brackets, Facebook, Twitter, the list
goes on and on. If you feel moved to
come closer to Him, just cry out to Jesus.
He will find you, as the Shepherd finds his sheep. Start a relationship with Him and pick up a
Bible. If you only read John 3:15 “…that
whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life…” that’s
fine. Start with baby steps. Trust in Him.
The rest will follow. The Holy Spirit will be there to assist. But start
with reaching out. It’s time. Don’t wait, your life depends on it.
Until next time, dear friend.
The trees are tapped, the feeders are full and life abounds
here on our little patch of paradise, albeit snow covered for many weeks to
come.
Love and prayers,
Sherry